I’ve been stuck at home with a sick 3 1/2 year old. I’ve wiped his nose more times in the last three days than I have my own nose in 45 years…yes, that is right – I’m freaking 45 years old now. SMOG….(Sweet Mother of God).
I had a meeting with the school district on Wednesday to get Andrew more help. I was approved for additional help and they are going to send out packets to get Andrew into an integrated classroom for a year before kindergarten. I’ve been on the phone non-stop since then…and I’d rather have a kidney removed than be on the phone. They upped his SEIT time to 90 minutes per day. He was just getting a total of 3 hours per week. His OT stays the same at 45 minutes twice a week, his play therapy 60 minutes once a week and my parent therapy once a week (60 minutes of “you have to take care of yourself….stop doing nice things for other people….etc.) does she not realize that I’m old and very likely will be being judged soon for all my good deeds and I have a lot of catching up to do???
I’m in the midst of making cheesecakes for birthdays and trying to keep my head above the dust that takes over my home and feeling very sad. My husband spends a great deal of time worrying about Andrew’s future. I know Andrew will have a bright future – it’s his now that I worry about….
Meanwhile, I spoke to my friend whose brother is a corrections officer at a NJ jail. They have a hospital security guard in there who was caught going at it on an 80 year old female corpse. SMOG. The prisoner keeps asking for a paper….and the CO says “Why, want to check the obits? Want to see if there is a picture of your girlfriend?” Well, at least it was a corpse and not a child or woman who would have to endure the attack and remember it. The world makes me sad. My therapist would be upset to know that I’m taking on the world’s problem and have now assigned myself the task of wiping out pedophiles….I am of the firm belief that if you are convicted of molestation involving a minor you should be put to sleep; if you are caught with pornographic material involving children – bug zapper again. Why risk it? Stop this fucking insanity.
I’m Catholic and these priests that are convicted of molesting children – are the absolute worst – they took vows and have our (the lemmings) trust … and what is being done – they are given counseling and my collection basket funds are paying the victims for their suffering. This all must stop. I’m not making sense now because my mind is hurting and my hand is numb from all the nose wiping. Off to wipe.
Peace out.
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