I’ve been in a chronic worsening state of depression for months. It all exploded when I was put on blood pressure medication in December and I even gained more weight to compound the fertility drugs, hormones, miscarriage weight….I went to the doctor last week and she told me that the medicine I was put on causes weight gain and depression – great. Just great.
So she weaned me off it and put me on another – as I was weaning off the medicine – I felt better and I lost 8 pounds (in four days) without being on the treadmill for 3 hours a day. Now I started the new medicine and I feel even more down. Lord, what is worse dying of a stroke or fashioning yourself a noose….BUT I would never do that because Andrew needs me and Jim needs me and who would wash Bryan’s underwear. Hell, Bryan doesn’t even want to wash Bryan’s underwear!
Depression blows.
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